Our adoption.com profile is up and running and it feels a little surreal.
Most of the time I am so excited and can’t wait to adopt again but randomly in the middle of the night, I’ll wake up in total panic mode. It’s usually panic about all the logistics and emotions that come with adoption. It was really hard to balance the excitement of finally having a baby and the heartbreaking decision it was for our daughter’s birth family. We loved them so much and it was hard to watch them struggling, no matter how much they believed that this was God’s plan for their daughter. There were ups and downs and doubts and hard moments but it was all SO worth it. Andy and I would do it again and again and again to be Lo’s mom and dad and to have the relationship we have with her birth family. Adoption is LOVE and we’re so happy to be officially doing it all again.